Soooooo... you may ask, what the happened? I've been inactive not only on JAI, but on socials in general, not replying to friends messages, nothing. Well... let me explain: my insomnia has gotten worse lately, to the point where it started taking a toll on me both physically and psychologically. I even broke down crying randomly. Multiple times. My sleep schedule is also completely fucked up, to the point of no return. But that's not the only reason. The other is self-imposed and self-inflicted pressure, a series of really bad decisions that led me to take too many projects in my mind. In conclusion, it was health issues combined with stress, bad decisions, and REALLY bad luck, since I got to 100 followers right around Christmas time. Now... yes, I failed. No Christmas bots, no 100 special, I haven't even finished the lorebooks I promised I'd do. Have I been better? Yes. Celebrating holidays with my family has helped taking my mind out of... Everything. No, I'm not retiring. No, I don't know when I'll return. Yes, it will be the 100 special but ridiculously late because I'm a failure and I'm sorry. For everything. For failing, for not replying to messages and shit, for making this post only now, for making people worry... I'm sorry. Let's hope my 2026 will be better. PS: Happy new year