Honestly... I feel... Strange...

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I will be entirely honest with you people, I was going to retire just yesterday...

Which is why I stopped answering on Discord, and stopped answering the comments of my bots... I was... Tired...

Tired of not doing anything with my life, tired of having everyone around me constantly see me as less just for wanting something different from what they saw as the standard... So...

I looked for a school, not any school, one of gastronomy, I always wanted to become a chef, not an engineer of food or some shit like that, but an actual person who cooks...

Why?

I love it

But my family almost never supported me, they even told me I wasn't fit for it, belittling and overestimating me for stuff that they failed to do on their own lives...

But some didn't...

Some actually believed...

And with that belief, is that I started to get my life together again.

I will do it.

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All jokes aside, yeah... I wasn't really answering anything or to anyone because I was busy gathering papers to register into an university of said thing, so yeah, busy stuff...

But finally, I am here... Again...

So what happened? Long story short:

– The university thing

– I also played Zenless, a lot, all until I was given an actual date where I could go to talk about getting registered in the University

– I am currently helping my [REDACTED] in a business they thought of... Mostly painting and cleaning the place they are renting, just to make it suitable for customers.

– I'm back into therapy, I'm improving ^^

– Oh yeah, and I'm also thinking about transitioning... Or well, something of sorts...

Something like a femboy...? I some way...? But my [REDACTED] told me they would buy me estrogen to make it easier... So yeah, it's a big change, and all thankfully, all my [REDACTED] support me in it...

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So yeah, I'm honestly deeply sorry for having come out as rude or just, let's be honest, a bitch...

I am finally finding a sense in life, and despite having been only like... Uh... What... 2 or 3 days...? (Just checked, and damn, 2 whole weeks... Yikes...)

But yeah... Anyways, I had ideas of bots... Specifically of:

– Remielle Zzz: 3 bots actually, one of her normal sized, and as accurate to her in-game thing as possible (this will be the bade if the other 2) and possibly other 2 where she is Tallasfucc and a last one where she's a futa...

– Marina Splatoon, no clue what to do with this... I have images of her being chubby, others of futa, or just thicc as ... So yeah...

Other things like futa and non-futa versions of older bots, you know? (Like Mal0 and that, as well as unfinished/extra stuff for bots of earlier)

But, please, don't get too excited, like I said, life is finally looking busy, so I might take a lot longer to release said bots... And I feel bad for forgetting about past bots I promised, so yeah...

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Anyways, I also decided to leave the "template" or "mold" I use for making bots here in the description, as you can see, it's pretty basic (except for the "extra stuff" part), almost like a little survey you can fill up with details for a character...

Some stuff I put in there are things I saw other bots also had, and things that just... Well, yeah... Work for some reason...

Why? Idk, just wanted to share it so some of you can also make your bots... Idk if other creators make them this way, but personally, this is the thing that works... And I want YOU to give it a try if u want...

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I finally thought of a name for the Discord server... Something like:

"Forest of the lost souls"

Just to keep up with the whole cryptids thing I have going on with Motman, you know? Like... Yeah, I like how it sounds, like... Yeah :3

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I leave this to you... Just... For fun...

I am not dead... I won't be until I say so...

I won't let others make said decision for me

I am not retiring.

Not now

Not in a while

And without anything else to say for now: