I'm going through a rough spot and need some time to figure myself out again--and I knoooow it's been like months since I released Falon so I've technically already been on a massive break but let's ignore that/

I've lost sight of what truly mattered in my life and that's no one's fault but my own. I've been so caught up in feeling like I was drifting along that I never was really living, and I don't know how to change it. I don't know what I'm supposed to do next, or if I'll even be here--grounded, stable, I don't know what I'm even saying anymore--for it to matter.

I'm not asking for someone to pity me and give me attention, I just need understanding that I'm human and need to figure myself out before it's too late and I lose everything else.