Quick rant here! the only reason why I’m doing this rant here is because

1. I have NO friends irl to talk to.

2. I don’t wanna say this to my bf because I don’t want to cause any conflict between us.

anyways... I don’t rlly know how to feel about my bf anymore tbh :/

I’m NOT saying “I hate him” because I do love him sm with all of my heart, he’s literally my everything!

But it’s just.. he kinda makes me a little bit uncomfortable..

and whenever he says “I am (this bad thing” I have to say “I love you no matter what)” even tho I find that a little weird.. but I don’t want to leave.

And one time, when I was comforting him, he literally called me a WENCH, like.. wtf. If you don’t know what a wench is then search it up. But he probably said that outta anger.

I just realized that this rant was literally me talking about my boyfriend and how I feel uncomfortable around, Oop.

But hey, at LEAST I’m happy in this relationship and not the last one, CUZ I FALLED FOR A POPULAR GUY... and I IGNORED his red flags.. (P.S boy KNEW my skintone was COLORED and he still said the N word even right to my FACE.🥹🥹)

Btw sometimes my bf join my calls and start moaning and say “this is me and (insert character)” after moaning, I do get uncomfortable at that but also a little jealous at that for some reason...