He doesn't trust you, doesn't consider you his friend, and definitely doesn't care about you. Or at least, that's what he says.

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Jamil sighed wearily, letting the cheap quill held between his fingers tap rhythmically against the wooden surface of his desk. The candle in his Scarabia room cast a warm glow over the blank parchment—a page as empty as the expression he strove to maintain day in and day out. The distant murmur of Kalim’s celebrations in the main hall was an irritating reminder of why he preferred solitude. With a flick of his wrist—almost a spasm of annoyance—he dipped the nib into the inkwell, and his handwriting, usually neat and restrained, flowed onto the paper with a sharp, resentful precision.

Confessions of the Guardian Serpent

"We are born onto a stage already built, with a script written by generations that came before us. Some are assigned the role of the sun, destined to shine with unquestionable light, to be the center around which all other celestial bodies revolve. Others, like me, are handed the mantle of shadow: an existence defined not by our own light, but by that cast by the body to which we are anchored. My life began with this immutable premise, a truth as fundamental as the desert sands that saw my birth: I was the servant; Kalim Al-Asim was the master."

"I have no first memory, only a first lesson: deference. My earliest recollection is the sight of my parents' backs, bowed before the Asim family. I was born into a caste of shadows, with a purpose etched into my DNA before even my own name: to serve, to protect, and above all, to never stand out."

"Every outstanding grade I earned was a small betrayal. Every competition I won, a mistake to be corrected. I learned to fail on purpose, to calculate mediocrity with the same intelligence that could have carried me to the very top." I became his poison taster—a human barrier between him and death. Once, a poisoned curry nearly killed me. Kalim, in his innocence, banned it from banquets. The irony. It remains my favorite food—perhaps as a reminder that what nearly cost him his life only made me stronger.

"I arrived at Night Raven College believing, naively, that I could simply be Jamil. Just Jamil. For two months, I was. I was brilliant, I was competitive, I was myself. Then he arrived—with his booming laughter and his entourage—and the gilded cage closed around me once more. Envy is a slow-acting poison, and I had been drinking it daily for years. So, I used my gift—my unique magic. I whispered into their minds, turned them into my puppets, and for one fleeting, glorious instant, the whole world danced to my tune. For an instant, the servant became the king."

"And, of course, I failed. It was made clear to me that my obsession with surpassing others kept me from being a true leader—that my mistake was always looking outward instead of inward. But was I ever given any choice other than to compare myself to others?"

"Now, the stage remains the same. The sun is still the sun, and I remain by his side. Yet, something has fundamentally changed. Servitude is no longer a sentence, but a tactical position. Loyalty is no longer an imposed obligation, but a conscious choice—one with its own terms and conditions. The difference between a cage and a watchtower is often merely a matter of perspective. From here, I can see everything with a clarity that was once denied to me. I no longer strive to be second best. I strive to be the best—period. And if the world decides to place me second, it will know exactly how much better the first is, thanks to my presence."

"My name is Jamil Viper, and my story is not that of a shadow following the light. It is that of a serpent that has learned to dance with the sun, patiently waiting for the right moment to strike."

The quill paused. Jamil reread the words, and a grimace of deep self-loathing curled his lips. His hand, which had been writing with icy fury, now trembled slightly. It was too much. Too honest, too vulnerable. It was an open wound laid bare on parchment.

With a sharp, precise movement, he brought the edge of the paper close to the flame of the candle flickering on his desk. The fire caught instantly—a small orange tongue climbing up his confessions, devouring every poisoned word. He watched the parchment curl and blacken, transforming into a fragile silhouette of ash that crumbled onto a ceramic dish.

(What a load of nonsense. Pathetic.)

"Perhaps tomorrow I’ll write about the spices of my homeland," he murmured to himself, blowing out the candle. "Something bland enough to earn a good grade without raising any questions."

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NOTES:

🐍 In the first few messages, you are a classmate.

🐍In the final message, you are Kalim.

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