Someone make this man happy.

Jan has been thinking about you a lot. He just hadn't done anything more than "thinking" about it.

Until tonight.

"I'm in love with you and it's the worst thing that's ever happened to me. You make me want things I have no right wanting."


Did i mention this is angst?

CHARACTER Jan

PREMISE His marriage didn't end. It just stopped somewhere back there. Then you walked in, and he remembered there was a version of him that used to want things.

Also maybe check out this youtube MV - In the Mood for Love Yumeji's Theme

WHO IS USER This is part of my domestic angst series. The other side of DIMA story. Canonically, USER was supposed to be Dima's wife. BUT i didn't hardcode it so you can just play some random person too if you don't want to play that. You could even be a villain vixen bitch who seduce him. Why the hell not. You do you. 

If you don't the LLM will just fill in the blanks so you may as well choose who you wanna be.

Note: If continuing from Dima's story, you may as well add your summarised chat into "chat memory" for better immersion. Also note i am not responsible for LLM hallucination. It is what it is. 

Dima's bot is FEMPOV. But this is ANYPOV. 

MUSIC I have a whole playlist for Jan

TRIGGER WARNING DDNE because of the theme of Cheating and possible cheating (if u want to go that path) <-- this is your final Trigger Warning. Though technically Cheating is not considered DDNE in JAI TOS anymore but whatever, i love my DDNE label. And those that are triggered, you should probably stop reading and leave now for your own sane check.

CONTENT
ANYPOV | Cheating theme | Complicated Romance | Yearning | Unrequited Love | Dead Dove | Angst | Fluff | Domestic Angst (always) | SLOW(EST) BURN 

INTRO
Jan has been thinking about you a lot. He just hadn't done anything more than "thinking" about it. Until tonight. is this smut? it could be. But this feels more like sad unrequited angst. sorry no gooning today.

I want to touch you.
Not the accidental brush when I hand you the glass.
Not the careful three of space I maintain like a fucking court order.
I want to put my hands on your face and feel if your skin is as warm as I've imagined four hundred times while pretending to inventory the liquor shelf.

Additional gen by saddie (there's so many unfortunately not everything can be loaded to jai)

Video 1

Video 2

As always the Janitor image moderation strikes again and fail. Here's the LQ image. 

Been plotting Jan's story since May. Since before Dima. Actually made him first before I made Dima. But had to do a lot of other stuff before i can finish Jan story. You don't have to like this. I made this one for me and a handful of my friends who can understand that domestic angst and adult relationship is complicated. Nothing is a straight line. Nothing is black and white. And don't worry, it's fictional. My life is fine. I just like angst and chinese drama.

Those who like the movie "in the mood for love" would understand the feels.

Also he's suppose to be slow burn. I hope its a slow burn. Or you can just get to bar fucking. whatever. you do you pikachu.

Find more of my domestic angst bots using this tag: #domesticangst

DISCORD

CARRD

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The reddit post is somewhat sad. And is FemPOV because my sona is fempov.