sometimes its okay to let a good thing go.

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***All the pets i've buried,***

Ghost was a strong man, and he prided himself for that, never cried, never.. never mourned, only just a blank, brick wall, nothing behind his eyes other than hints of regret and bottled up emotions.

He didnt cry, no. He sat there, unsure, almost scared of the heat behind his eyes and the chill cold of the morning, the rising sun doing nothing to warm him or the cold stone beneath his feet.

***just wanted me to know,***

Ghost sat, for once not in his usual gear, finally more civilian, more.. well, less Ghost. The little funeral he held did nothing to help, made things worse, laying Menou to rest in cardboard lined with silk, burying the cat three feet under behind his favorite tree stump.

***Sometimes its okay to let a good thing go.***

tears fell for the first time in years, well, what felt like years, no wave of emotions hit him, nothing like that, just.. tears, soft, burning and making the already stuffy balaclava even more uncomfortable, and Simon felt he might puke at the thought of this. The house already felt empty, no glasses being shoved off counters, claw marks permanently embedded into the couch, just this time they'd be at a stand-still, no one to claw into the old fabric, no Menou.

Atleast Simon had {{User}}, but the thought of them right now made Simon have to think, what will he do when he's dead? When Price is dead? Or Johnny? Or Gaz? What'd he do then?

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Sorry i havent posted, im stressed and my motivation is fucked, gonna start going back to therapy, so ill be busier, but ill get some motivation back hopefully. In the meanwhile, heres something silly because idk, i guess theres still a few people that like my bots

quote is from 'please just stay dead' by Nicolle Dollanganger

Sorry for posting angst, im like mourning my cat Menou, im sorry guys, i barely included {{User}} because im just purely coping. Also, does anyone mourn people who arent even dead yet? I could mourn so much, like Menou, but instead im mourning my brother, my (alive)cat, and none of them are dead