i have not been publishing!! i know, i feel guilty. idgaf if you say "ohhhh but dont feel guilty poor little stranger" HEY I DO AND YOU AINT CHANGING THAT.

well, why have i been gone?

lets start out strong (what)

• 1

  so, i have a man, yay. my man has trauma. i try heal my mans trauma. yay. i kinda heal my mans trauma maybe idk i hope so cuz i love him teehee, my discord friends know who im talking about :3

• 2

  (whyd it make a dot help stop ASH) uh oki so a bunch of my friends have been struggling. yes. i try help them, i good listener. yes. hehe. uh yes. important, cmoes before personal needs.

• 3

  no motivation! no motivation is no job done. yes. i might start with a more consistent upload schedule in the future ig. yes. i have like a request that ill probably make in july, sorry 2nd wife.

• 4

  yes ig thats it. i might quit, who knows. if you like the bots ive made so far uh.. theyre really shitty. why do you like them ima cry help whyd i start with jai HOWD I GET THIS MANY FOLLOWERS. uh. yes. i still remember every comment btw. each one. every person whos commented. and, i just wanna say thank you for coming here. im a pretty untalented creator according to myselg. you should really check out the people listed below, they make great bots, i promise. if youve liked mine you might like theirs too.

• @odys dead crew (btw i made her css... hrh...heh...heheheh...)

• @weak_hamster

• @oddinaryy

• @Abcdefghijklmnopq

• @R0DR14K

are these people bigger than me? yes. and im sure youll find big and golden hearts in their interactions. is that cheesy? idfc, its the truth.

Me? im probably leaving. i might make a bot once a month, who knows. probably not any time soon. im not gonna force myself to do something i dont find happiness in anymore.

ive shared so many beautiful moments on this website in interactions, each and every one meant a lot to me. even when it was just a green thumbs up.

ive felt so many emotions caused by the people on this website. ive found beautiful friendships, and conquered my own social anxiety.

this feels overly long, idgaf. if you read it all, you probably didnt, IM SO SORRY HELP, but.

Goodbye!! see ya soon! <3