Had a little urge tonight. (9pm)

I attempted to draw myself transitioned.

I basically just drew over my facial hair and added more hair to my head, kept everything else the same and looked at the final result.

(Spent over half an hour tryna get rid of my mustache and making it look normal.)

I can't pass. I wont. Not entirely.

Yeah, it's just my face. I can definitely pass with my body.

But it's my face. And I wanna look feminine. I just look like a dude tryna be feminine.

(Ik that's the point, BUT I DONT WANT IT TO LOOK LIKE THAT 🤬🤬🤬)

Yeah, so, uh. Im gonna transition. Eventually. When I can either fully get away from my family (they suck) or come out. I'm 100% gonna do it down the line.

But I wanna be a parent. And that's gonna be awful if I'm trans. Idk, man. I just wanna raise sm1.

Being a girl dad would be so cool. But I wanna be a GIRL. I wanna HAVE a girl dad. AYAUAUSGUDGSUFBSUCJSOCNSODBCOSJCID FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCJC FICDKDN

I hate this so much. Smite me down alrdy.