Hey so, sorry for ghosting my followers for like.... A month or two. But srsly I'm sorry and especially sorry for whoever had been requesting a bot to me since August 😭

So, I've been pretty busy irl and I'm pretty much overwhelmed by everything and that reduces my motivation in basically ANYTHING. Which makes me to procrastinate A LOT. And I've been struggling with passive suicidal ideation which makes matters WORSE.

And uh, I've been pretty hard to myself as well. I barely eaten anything and I stay in bed almost every time I got a free day. For some occasion I would just eat a snack and then not eating anything for the rest of the day. I only eat once or twice a day, which is. the reason I'm underweight. I hate having low appetite vro.

Yeah I don't talk about these to my parents because. i just don't trust them and they have the habit of saying that "back in my day" type shi which pisses me off.

And, that's it, I guess. I hope you get it. BUTTER OUT, MELTING AWAY! 🧈