good morning/day/evening my pookarookies, ik I said that I'll genuinely do stuff during this month but my god life has been hectic for me... so another life update and I think this could be my last bot for a while...

1. I PASSED WITH A BACHELORS 😛😛 so I might get into my dream uni!!

2. ever since the whole situation w my dad, i've been kinda spiraling and idk, im over his fuckass anyway

3. i've lost inspiration. like, completely. cant draw for my life, cant write for anything, cant even do the most simple thing (for me) such as cooking... i've just been in a slump and I think this could be some sort of depression that is coming w the situation.

4. still working on commissions, I wanna make it a reasonable price for my works and for everyone else, but eventually i'll start doing more fanfic related things than bot related things due to my stance on AI, that im conflicted about because I dont use it as often, but as a creator I feel sorta responsible for something, and idk 😔

5. i'll come back i swear, im genuinely just fighting literal demons despite me being happy with passing and all, but there's like a void that just grows bigger and im highkey sinking, so for my own sake im gonna take a break. idk how long, idk when i'll come back, idk what im gonna do to distract myself from my life, but just know that im safe and im okay 🫶🏽

I dont think I have much else but tbh, I still love being a bot creator and just a writer in general, I just want to work on my skills again since my slump has costed me a lot, especially since im not consuming any media anymore except for music and art, so... idk. im writing this half tired and just sorta done with life. i'll get out of this slump, and idk. 🤷‍♂️ i'll see u guys soon. if u wanna talk, friend me on discord (octocool) so that we can have a silly goofy time fr. love u guys and have a good or even perfect week ahead 🩷 -eli