Hi guys...

By the time I'm making this bot I just returned from a trip to Kentucky. I'm not doing too well though.

For context, I'm currently living with my parents. It's something I do every summer (and that they make me do). Don't get me wrong, I really love my parents, but sometimes I really can't stand being with them. The problem is mainly with my mom.

Growing up, she always favorited me over my brother, not in the "I'm spoiling my daughter over my son and she's very pampered!" way. Just let me get away with more things.

But around the age of 11, when I started to get more independent, I really started noticing bad things about her. I found her narcissistic, as she would never take responsibility for her actions, and would always blame any financial struggle on the school me and my brother went to.

We weren't poor, we were at the upper middle class. But with us moving into a new house that needed often had things breaking down, we got a little tight on money. The school we went to cost a lot, but I liked it there and made some good friends. (I'm still friends with most of my friends I made in 6th grade) But my mom constantly threatened to take us out of the school.

The ironic thing is that when I was in middle school she would always go on vacations and would blame me when I couldn't catch up with my class, which caused me to fail some of my classes. And growing up I had atychiphobia.

I just had to get this off my chest. I also broke up with my partner. I've finally found out that I'm aroace. Although we're still friends.

I also plan on quitting this site in the future, just not now.