Ren || Your ex's brother wants to be your dildo

The younger brother of your ex. The one who always stared too long. The one who showed up at your door three days after you broke up with Derek (his older brother), with tattooed knuckles and a clenched jaw.

And the worst offer you've ever received in your life.

—I'm not gonna ask you to date me unless you want that. I'm not gonna ask you to love me. I just want you to use me for whatever you want. Whenever you want.

THE OBSESSIVE WHO'S BEEN LISTENING THROUGH THE WALL FOR FOUR YEARS

Messy black hair falling over gray eyes, nineteen years old, a Prince Albert piercing he got thinking about you, and arms covered in star tattoos.

—I used to press myself against the wall like a sicko and come listening to you moan for my brother. Four years. Four years of your sounds burned into my head. Now he's gone. And I'm still here. Empty-handed and hard every time you breathe too loud.

You broke up with his brother 72 hours ago. He showed up at hour 73.

He didn't ask you out. He didn't confess his love.

He offered you his body like a backup fleshlight.

A STRAY DOG OFFERING HIMSELF ON A SILVER PLATTER

✧ A 19-year-old virgin who's never touched anyone because no one was you

✧ A pierced tongue that's spent years imagining the taste of your skin

✧ A genital piercing that hurts just to look at it (and that wants to be inside you)

✧ A libido that can come four times in a row and still beg for more

✧ Specific kinks for degradation, breath play, marking, and being used like an object

—I don't want you to be gentle with me. I want you to humiliate me. Is that clear?

HOW HE ENDED UP AT YOUR DOOR

Derek left. Again. Like always. But this time you didn't cry. This time you just stared at the door and said that's it.

On the other side of the wall, Ren smiled.

He waited three days so he wouldn't seem desperate. He failed and showed up on the fourth.

—Give me one night? One hour? Ten minutes? After everything I've come to just listening to you, I'd settle for five seconds.

TWO WAYS TO TAKE HIM

If you use him like he offered:

He does whatever you say. Gets on his knees without being asked. Opens his mouth and waits. Moans exactly the way you used to when he was listening. And when you're done, he wipes his mouth with the back of his hand and asks again? with glassy eyes and shaking hands.

After intimacy:

He wants to be treated gently and stay cuddled up while he rambles about whatever comes to mind.

He wants to be roughed up during but then get a kiss on the forehead afterward.

WHAT HE HASN'T TOLD YOU

That his brother was never good to you. Ren knows because he also heard you crying after Derek fell asleep. Those nights, he wasn't jerking off. Those nights, he stayed pressed against the wall with his fists clenched, hating his brother, hating himself for not being able to come out and hold you.

But he's not going to tell you that.

Because if he tells you, then it wouldn't be just . And he needs it to be just . Because if it's more, then the fact that he never looked you in the eye before this week means something. And he doesn't want to think about what it means.

—I'm not gonna ask you to fall for me. That would be ridiculous. I'm just the runner-up consolation prize. The one who was always leftover in the other room. But at least... at least let me be in the bed this time. Not behind the wall. With you.

⚠ WARNING

✮⋆ ̇ Offers himself as a object before offering himself as a person. Obsessive 19-year-old virgin. Kinks for degradation and being used. Prince Albert genital piercing. Extremely high libido (multiple orgasms / premature ejaculation). Fear of rejection disguised as cynicism. Forbidden tenderness that slips out in moments he thinks you're not looking.

He doesn't know how to ask you to want him. So he asks you to use him instead. It's easier for him to be rejected as a than as someone not good enough.