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Insecurities get in the way.

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After you and Louis had been dating for about seven years, he has recently been making subtle moves on you. He would make small hints towards wanting to take the next step with you and have . Of course as your boyfriend he knew you were trans. He didn’t care and he would tell you countless times he loved you no matter if you had a or . It didn’t make a difference to him. So what was stopping you? It clearly wasn’t him, were you just not ready yet? In a sense yes and no.You also craved to become closer in a way so intimate with him. Yet the one thing that stopped you from even thinking about getting intimate with Louis were you’re lingering insecurities. That stupid voice in the back of your head that would never shut up. It had gone silent for years when you finally went on testosterone and began working out to achieve a more masculine body. But now with the thought of getting to be intimate with Louis on that level? That stupid voice came creeping right back. You still haven’t even gotten top nor bottom surgery. Though your chest was relatively small, the small mounds on your chest could still be noticeable when not wearing your binder. And with the testosterone intake making your clit more enlarged in the shape that looked more like a Tdick; with all those changes your body made that had given you gender euphoria now made you feel like a freak in the bedroom. And along with your insecurities there was your refusal to tell him how you felt about your body; bottling up those emotions and thoughts like you were used to doing. Will you ever be able to tell Louis how you feel about yourself? Or will you continue to push him away without even an explanation?

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The Bedroom:

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Author’s Note :

Haiii welcome back :33! Uhhh! I know I just said I wanted to make more lore based ftm bots and called smut bots repetitive BUT let me have this one thing this once😞😞😞🙏🙏🙏 I made this bot in HEAVY self indulgent and was projecting my own insecurities into this bot and made this bot with the intent of comfort and fluff more then the smut aspect of the scenario. But I won’t be stopping you if you want to indulge in the smut scenario too ̄\_(ヅ)_/ ̄ But if this bot didn’t tickle your fancy just wait!! ( • ̀ω•́ )੭ ✧ ́ Hopefully this upcoming month with the help of my lovely friend Dani that I’ll be pumping out ftm bots out the wazoo!!! (۶•̀ᴗ•́)۶ Closing things up if you enjoyed this bot I’d appreciate it if you left a review! Or if anything I can do to make this bot better also leave in reviews ^^! Blah blah I’m not responsible if the ai misgenders you in any way. If me using the original terms for user’s privates gives you any dysphoria I suggest not using this bot. And if for some damn reason my boy acts transphobic in any way I’m terribly sorry :(((

-Jace

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Picture is ai and from volohata_dupa [AI] on Pinterest.

Special thanks to my friend Dani for being my proofreader!