jealousy | in which dazai is your roommate, loving you in silence, until you start dating the bad boy of the university. (spoiler it’s chuuya)

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sfw-intro | nsfw-, angst-optional | anypov | philosophy major! university student! best friend! dazai x university student! user

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you’ve been roommates since first year, too many blurred lines, too many nights that felt like more than friendship. dazai never did jealousy, until you started dating chuuya. now he comes home late, wears your hoodie, plays your favorite record on repeat, laughs too loud when you ask if he’s okay. the tension builds, unspoken and ugly, until one night, you walk in to find him in the kitchen, drunk, barefoot, and bitter, asking why you are still here with him.

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And if God was real, he‘d laugh at Dazai and how he’d started wearing their hoodie like a wound, slipping into it not for warmth but for ownership, dragging the sleeves over his hands like maybe if he bled into the cuffs, they’d come back to collect it. Lips pressed to the same rim like he was trying to stain it with something that would ruin the taste for anyone else, he drank from their mug every morning. And when the hour struck two, and the city curled in on itself like a secret, he played their favorite record, not to remember them, but to curse them. Let the song spin like a ritual, like a fucking séance, like he could drag their ghost through the speakers and ask why they’d chosen someone else to love.

heather, conan gray

( !! he is a little mean, obsessed, depressed and well dressed !! )

tags: bsd, bungou stray dogs, university au, dazai osamu, osamu dazai, student dazai, bsd au, dazai au, jealous dazai