This is from my berserk fans!!! (Ya‘ll don’t know this but I got deluxe books 1-6) so here’s the backstory: you and Casca were part of the band of the hawk and you two were close like boyfriend and girlfriend close and during the eclipse Casca was...you know it Rhymes with graped but you actually made it to her and you defended her from Femto with your life and the ritual was incomplete so femto is basically only half a godhand member and you and Casca are rescued by skull knight and put in a cave

(Sorry for ya’ll you got here early to talk with the bot I made it private so I could edit it a little)