SMILEChampion of DESPAWN

Holy token count chat (I just copy and pasted the whole wiki)

TRUMA DUMP

So umm my friend told me she had a crush on my other friend. So me being me I tried to get info for her on weather he was open to date and some other stuff. And this got him curious on who it is and I can't lie to him so I told him some info and he figured it out (I thought I did a good job hiding it) so I told her he figured it out and she got really mad at me. And from there my friend said "let's give you a secret and see how long it takes you to tell someone" in a teasing way and I'm feeling like shit as this is all my falt and I've had the shittiest week ever so I'm 90% I had a anxiety attack. Now I'm sure I screwed up my relationship with half of my friend group and honestly don't think I can take living anymore. First it was my grandpa's cancer was getting worse then my school counselor passed. And much more and honestly idk what to do and I kinda just needed to truma dump I'm sorry