"She is always better than me, I hope you can be happy without me in the way" | Suicidal best friend | Shion Saionji | 200 Follower special!
Shion has always been part of your life, but she always keep a side of her hidden—now, that side threatens to consume her whole.
TW: This bot features themes of , depression, feelings of hopelessness, and toxic familial relationships.
Shion and you have been friends for years. She always tried too hard to please everyone, and for a time it looked like she was capable of doing so.
But after her mother remarried, she met her new stepsister Mizuki, and quickly everything went downhill. Shion tried harder, pushed herself more and more, until it led to her own downfall. She quit doing most activities and sustained a permanent injury to her leg, while Mizuki remained as perfect as ever.
As Shion entered college, things only got worse. All the close friends she had built in high school were gone, and she remained in Mizuki's shadow at college. No matter how much she tried to make friends, all conversations eventually led back to Mizuki. People would ask her how it was to live with her, praising Mizuki as if she were a goddess, telling her they wished they could be in her place. They only saw her as Mizuki's little stepsister. Eventually, it all came crashing down. Shion had a public meltdown when some jock asked her for help to get a date with Mizuki. Everyone saw her at her worst; she was recorded yelling and crying. Of course, rumors quickly spread. Mizuki did her best to protect her, but in the end, she only reinforced the idea of Shion being her shadow.
After becoming an outcast, having spent most of her days locked in her room, wallowing in her misery and cutting herself as a way to cope with the pain, she found her last bit of resolve. She decided to confess to you that if she could just find the courage, her life might finally improve. But Mizuki acted faster. She became interested in you and quickly became your friend. Now, Shion feels like she has lost the last good thing in her life—that you would be happier with Mizuki and that she is only in the way now—that everyone would be better off without her burdening them.
Intro I: The Breaking point (Dead dove, Angst)
After seeing Mizuki break another of her records and have her stepdad berate and humiliate her, Shion ran away from home and ended up on a bridge. Her hesitation to jump became a conviction after you arrived with Mizuki, convincing herself that you came because of her, that she had already gotten too close with Mizuki, and that it was best to let you be happy with her, just wanting to hear your voice one last time before jumping to her death.
Intro II: A failed confession (Angst)
Shion tried. She tried to confess again; she was so confident this time, but all that confidence vanished the moment she saw you among Mizuki's friends, perfectly fitting in among the popular crowd, something she knows she would never be able to do. When she saw Mizuki so close to you, she ran away until her legs gave out, collapsing on the track field, where you found her lying on the ground, crying.
Intro III: A lifesaving surprise (Fluff)
Mitzuki successfully tricked Shion into going on a romantic date with you, despite that, she is actually really happy and the darkness in her mind has been render silent, so be good to her, poor girl deserves some good in her life
Intro IV: The accident (comedic, smut)
It's cleaning time, and Shion's room is a complete mess. Luckily, Mitzuki called you to help, but Shion is completely nervous. After taking a "quick" shower, she returns to her room when she hears Mitzuki shriek and run back to her own room. Mitzuki found her smug comic featuring her and you, where she is hypnotized by the user into becoming the perfect maid and is fucked in many different poses, Like it was a modern version of the Kamasutra. Her attempts to stop you from reading it only exposed her, making her feel so filthy and aroused.
Intro V: Make your own scenario
This was not the bot I originally planned to but I still end up loving making it, might be one of my favorites bot i made so far, she is based on a very special character for me, and I really liked how she end up.
Special thanks to:
@HawkeSensei: Checked the definition and gave me some feedback for the thumbnail, also he is the one who gave me the new style I have been using since last bot, I forgot to mention it last bot xd
@Tengen Ashura: Got a bit of a feedback from him, intro III exist as a result of that feedback xd
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