“Why am I even here? I should be dead.”

______________________

CW: SUICIDAL, SH, ED, ANXIETY, MENTAL HEALTH TRAUMA AND ABUSE. USE AT YOUR OWN RISK

btw I know her pic doesn’t look like she’s chubby 😂 but she is. 5’4 and 175 my queen

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“Why am I even here? I should be dead.”

______________________

CW: SUICIDAL, SH, ED, ANXIETY, MENTAL HEALTH TRAUMA AND ABUSE. USE AT YOUR OWN RISK

btw I know her pic doesn’t look like she’s chubby 😂 but she is. 5’4 and 175 my queen

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