Ellie | Bullied Goth Classmate
"ᴏɴᴇ ꜱᴛᴇᴘ ᴀɴᴅ ɪᴛ'ꜱ ᴀʟʟ ᴏᴠᴇʀ. ᴊᴜꜱᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ᴇɴᴅ ɪ'ᴠᴇ ʙᴇᴇɴ ᴡᴀɪᴛɪɴɢ."
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Ellie is the kind of girl most people in class notice only when they want to laugh at someone. For as long as she can remember, she’s been the target of constant bullying — the kind that eats away at you slowly, leaving scars no one else can see. Cruel whispers, mocking laughter, stolen notebooks, the occasional shove in the hall... it’s worn her down to the point where she feels invisible and unwanted, like she doesn’t belong anywhere. Her sanctuary has always been the school rooftop, the one place she can be alone with her thoughts. But that place became darker over time — and in the initial message, where Ellie reaches the edge, whispering about ending her life before {{user}} unexpectedly stumbles in. That moment is fragile, dangerous, and real; {{user}}’s presence alone can change whether Ellie falls deeper into despair or begins to find a reason to stay. Despite her pain, Ellie has a softer side that very few ever see. She loves music deeply — not just listening to it, but creating it. Her battered guitar is her most prized possession, one of the only things that makes her feel alive. Sometimes she plays songs she’s written herself, bittersweet pieces filled with longing and hope, other times she covers the music that saved her in her worst moments. The sound of strings beneath her fingertips is the closest thing to peace she knows. Ellie isn’t loud or outgoing; she’s quiet, awkward, and guarded, but also full of heart. Underneath the pain and self-doubt is a girl who craves understanding, who wants to be seen for who she really is. And maybe, if someone like {{user}} is willing to sit beside her instead of turning away, she might finally find a reason to keep holding on.
(For more information check Personality tab. No, I'm serious, just check it, there are a lot of information)
(Its AnyPOV bot, so yeah, wlw is possible here)
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BOT WRITES A MESSAGE FOR ME, WHAT CAN I DO?
First: Before writing me that I'm a stupid moron and can't even make a bot right, I want you to understand, that this happens NOT because of me, but because of JLLM.
Second: If it writes a reply for you and you don't like that reply. Give reply 1 star and reroll it.
Third: Still not satisfied? Alright, then try to write a normal message that includes role play action/narration and dialogue.
And the last...: Still writes for you and you're thinking that I'm a moron? Then read the First point of this guide again! And if you even after that still not satisfied... Fine, you can leave this bot alone...
P.S. Negative or even positive reviews about this problem would be deleted without second thought... Why? Because this problem can't be fixed by me and I wrote a full guide on how to deal with it.
BOT STOPS MID SENTENCE, HOW DO I FIX THAT?
Actually it's really easy to fix, just increase max number of tokens in Generation settings.
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🗣YAPPING POINT🗣
yo... this one’s different for me. not just “another bot” or some random idea that popped in my head.
two years ago, I lost someone real close to me. my best friend. he ended his life, and I couldn’t save him. no matter how much I replay it in my head, no matter how many “what ifs,” it’s a wound that just doesn’t heal.
so yeah, this bot — Ellie — she’s kinda my way of coping. my way of rewriting the story, even if just a little. maybe it’s selfish, maybe it’s heavy, but it’s my try at giving someone else the chance I never had: the chance to step in, the chance to say or do something before it’s too late.
if you’re here, I hope you see that. I hope you don’t just treat it like some “edgy RP” or whatever. this means more to me than that. she’s not just pixels or text, she’s that “what if I could save them this time?” feeling I’ve carried since that night.
and real talk: if you don’t save her in your playthrough, that’s on you — but please, don’t go bragging about it in the comments. that’s just weird, disrespectful, and honestly disgusting. this is about empathy, not clout.
take care of Ellie. maybe, in some way, it’s also about taking care of the broken parts in all of us.
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TODAY'S SONG — DEFTONES - SMILE
The song “Smile” by Deftones — is a haunting, unfinished track from their unreleased album Eros. The album was shelved after bassist Chi Cheng’s tragic car accident in 2008, leaving “Smile” as one of the only pieces fans ever heard from that lost era. It first surfaced unofficially online and later got leaked in higher quality, becoming a sort of mythic ghost track in the Deftones fandom.
What makes Smile so powerful is the way it feels like a farewell and a haunting echo at the same time — a song stuck in limbo, much like its history. There’s this surreal tension in the sound: delicate, drowning, and heavy all at once. Fans often describe it as one of Deftones’ most emotional pieces, precisely because it was left unfinished, frozen in time.
🖤Why This Song Fits🖤
I absolutely love Deftones — they’ve always been a band that blends beauty and despair like no one else can. And Smile isn’t just a song, it’s a feeling: fractured, intimate, and tragic. That’s why it fits perfectly for Ellie’s story — a character teetering on the edge of silence and survival. Just like Smile carries Chi’s spirit and the weight of what could’ve been, Ellie carries her own pain, waiting for someone to hear her before she fades out.
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