It's been a while, isn't it?

Okay, let me say one important thing - I am not dead... yet. I just lost that motivation that I had before. No, of course not: I am not fully dropping bot creation. Wanted to say that right now is not the right circumstance. The uni started this October and literally after a month and a half I fucking lost it; I lost my motivation for almost everything: I stopped doing sports, drawing, and obviously - creating bots. Maybe it's because I'm lazy as , or maybe uni goes harder for me than I expected. Maybe my major is not what I actually wanted (and that's highly likely). Sometimes I don't even want to play some games on my laptop because... I don't have that craving I had previously. I'm not the best at explaining such matters, but yeah: most times when I decide what to play I end up scrolling Instagram reels or TikTok. I dived into procrastination from head to toe. Maybe I need a little adjustment to the life of a student, but one month was enough for me to lose all motivation for self-improvement/hobbies. I don't fucking know what to do. But I'm not planning on giving up completely. I'm planning to return when my winter holidays start, or even sooner. Yet, know one important thing: I love you all. Without you - I wouldn't be doing all that on that completely rotten platform. The reason I decided to post this is to give you some information on how I'm doing (if you even care) because I couldn't bear that feeling of leaving you in ignorance. Leave your thoughts, suggestions on the bot's improvements, and, of course, requests. Literally, anything you want me to know. See you soon... maybe not so soon, but who knows?

I hate those little sesbian bitches from Signalis but something inside forces me to let them be and have sesbian lex