dunno how to do a share link however it turned out to not be just overthinking. They actually coldened up to me and last straw was that when I came on hangover with Sasha and my other friend without telling Sasha first thing he did he turned to leave,while telling lazy excuse "I js don't want to hangout with yan". Anyways guys,I moved on so dw. Any advice to forget them faster?

MY DISCORD IF YOU WANT TO SUGGEST IDEA/CHAT W ME:I_dunnohonestly

I FEEL SO SAD FIRST PART

"I feel so sad and jealous when I see my friends is hanging out with our friends but me. I have friend irl during 2023-2025 we had really such warm friendship,we were hanging out a lot,texting each other almost every day,but after celebrating my b-day last year something snapped in him. He almost coldened to me. A lot of my friends did. We only enoucountring and chat now only during studies probably. I feel so sad because I have a feeling that im just genuinely boring person,writting allat feeling like im 13 yo girl who is just making sad posts for attention but I really feeling so bad. I really feel myself just like a loser who is just cursed to rot in their bed.

Why do I feel like that? Well,during our active friendship my friend was promising that soonly i will be able to come at sleepovers and blah blah,just a promise of good summer with each other in general. But suddenly I received a dm from our friend who send me "funny" photos from sleepover. I don't know what hurted me more,that he was having sleepovers while his sis didn't even moved away or that allat was a lie. Why I post this here? This is only my social media to which my friends probably never will get access,my English level is simply better (I live in russia). My life was feeling so empty without their presence but I guess ill just have to move on. Maybe it was just a lie out of politeness and I will never know,I will never ask them directly. But considering that they're tryna dodging to hang out with me (saying tgat they're not in mood for hanging out and then I receive a video where our friend and them going home together) maybe they see me as last opinion.

Sasha,if you're reading this please tell me that im just overreacting. I really wish I am"