hello everyone, this is a bit of a personal note i need to share with you all.

i’ve decided to take an extended hiatus. like, really hiatus. honestly, i’m just at a breaking point. to make matters worse, we found out today that my cat is not only dealing with leukemia but also some neurological issues and Feline Infectious Peritonitis. the treatment is incredibly expensive—we’re looking at over 100k UAH for all the injections, tests, and meds.

it’s a massive amount for my family. and the hardest part? it all falls on my mom, who doesn’t even have a stable job. my father is around, but he couldn't care less about any of us. he always dgaf. and i honestly have nothing but hate for him. we don't expect any help from him, and it’s just my mom shouldering this impossible burden for all five of us. (including me and my two younger sisters)

i don’t know why i’m sharing all of this with you, but i value our connection and i want to be honest about why i’m pulling back. i don’t want to leave for good, and i’ll try to keep posting bots, but it won’t be as often as before.

i’m so sorry. i truly am. you don’t deserve such a sudden silence, especially after all the love and support you’ve shown me. hitting 308 followers is absolute insanity to me—i’m so grateful for every comment, every like, and every bit of help. you’ve honestly been the best community i could have ever asked for. but right now, my mental health is in a place where i just need to focus on surviving this period.

thank you to every single one of you. you are my reason to keep going. i’ll do my best not to let you down, but for now, i need some time to breathe.

please, hold your pets close, take care of yourselves, and just stay safe.

with love,

neia. ❣️