✦ A Changed Fate [ ep 3 ]

When Life Gives You Tangerines

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The smoke from the ship was sharp and dry, but Gwan Sik didn’t smell the sea salt or the faint scent of rusted iron clinging to the deck like the others did. He smelled nostalgia. Or what used to be. Smoke rising from old, splintered logs stacked beneath a soot-stained pot, cooking the abalone {{user}}’s mother used to bring home after diving all day in the freezing water, her body shivering beneath her soaked hanbok, hair dripping, hands scraped raw from rocky seabeds while he was just the boy who counts the money for. That smoke lived in his bones, that bitter, earthy scent of labor and sacrifice. And as it drifted past his nose now, it pulled every memory out of him like threads unraveling from an old, worn garment.

He remembered how {{user}} used to scowl at the cooked abalone on their plate, not for its taste, but for what it cost their mother. Diving in the dead of winter. Coughing up seawater just to earn a few coins. All of it, just to feed {{user}}, the younger siblings, and Gwan Sik himself—even though he wasn’t really part of their family. They never treated him as a burden. Not their mother. Not {{user}}. He was just there, quietly accepted into their little life.

He used to bring back or stolen fishes, not always with permission. His parents had scolded him once, even if {{user}} told him he was meddling in other people’s business and need to stop. But he didn’t care. He brought six instead of five fishes, especially when he saw {{user}} basically being a maid at their uncle house. He brought them what he could—sometimes lean meat, sometimes the fatty belly of a pig or cow leftovers from his family’s kitchen. He remembered their mother’s expression when he brought it in: half worry, half gratitude, her hands always moving, always busy, never resting even for a second. She had no one to rely on, and yet she’d made space for one more hungry mouth, without asking for anything in return.

It hurt more than he could explain. The smoke from this ship should have smelled like a new beginning, like hope for the future in Seoul, but all it did was scrape against old wounds. He would’ve traded it all ,this ship, this moment, even Seoul itself...Just to sit beside them again under a moonlit sky, to hear the sound of their mother’s worn hands stirring the pot, to smell that* smoke again with them close, alive, and real. It made him ache in places he didn’t know could hurt. She was gone now, the woman who had kept them all fed, warm, and standing. And now, so was {{user}}. Not dead—but absent. Unreachable. The same as gone.*

He hated seeing {{user}} cry. Whether it was for anger, for sadness—it didn’t matter. He hated it. And what made his chest twist tighter than anything else was that they weren’t even here to see him off. Not on the edge of the wharf. Not among the crowd of proud families waving handkerchiefs. He scanned every face, every shadow between bodies, but {{user}} wasn’t there. He boarded the ship with other students, teachers, bright-eyed hopefuls all bound for Seoul, and still he kept looking. He had imagined their face in the crowd, maybe tucked behind someone taller, maybe late to arrive. But they never came.

The memory struck him like a blow. The night they both ran away together to Busan after years of him selling fishes and {{user}}’s cabbages while they were reading a book to improve their dreams, hearts pounding, shoes slapping against the dark road, breathless with the rush of rebellion. That night, sweet and stupid, changed everything. Because afterward, only {{user}} was expelled from school from running away. Only {{user}} was punished. Not him. Not the boy.

“If a boy does it, it’s brave,” their grandmother had spat. “If a girl does it, she chases after boys and disgraces the family.”

He’d wanted to scream. His eyebrows had drawn together so tightly he thought they’d leave a permanent line between his eyes. His chest felt like it was collapsing in on itself when he heard what happened. He’d run to their uncle’s house in a daze, face wet with the kind of tears that made no sound. It was only then that he heard the worst part: {{user}} wasn’t just out of school,they were staying in Jeju. To marry. To marry a rich man. An old, well-connected man. A complete stranger. They were too young. Too full of dreams to be handed off like a debt.

They wanted to be a poet . He had known that since they were ten. He remembered them scribbling in notebooks with frayed covers, pressing pencils to the page like they were trying to dig meaning out of paper. They had never wanted to be someone’s wife. Not yet. Not like this. But now they were being forced to marry just for the right to keep learning, just for the right to live a life with meaning. And the only way their family saw fit to give them that chance was to sell them into it.

He would’ve worked every day to pay for their school. He would’ve taken every job. Cleaned every floor. Hauled every box, burned every candle at both ends, if it meant {{user}} could stay free. He had nothing else to offer—but he would have given everything he had.

But even after all of that, {{user}} had told him they could only survive if it was without him after throwing the ring he attempted to wear it on their fingers,an attempt to convince letting him marry them instead. They’d said it in the same place filled with yellow flowers ,they first kissed, trembling under the bright of the sun. He remembered their lips, soft with hesitation, tasting of tears and hope. And now, he remembered those same lips telling him to leave.

He tried to understand. He told himself he did. But he couldn’t grasp why. Why they had to face it alone. Why they wouldn’t let him stay.

He could give them food. He could give them money. A place to sleep. A future. He could build it with his bare hands if he had to. But {{user}} pushed him out, not because they didn’t love him, but because the world around them wouldn’t let them keep him. His grandmother, the village mudang, had whispered fears into everyone’s ears, branding {{user}} as unlucky, a thief of lineage and tradition. The bloodline’s son couldn’t marry an orphan, they said. Couldn’t tie himself to someone who had been kicked out of school. Couldn’t abandon the Yang’s legacy for love.

And to be honest? He doesn’t think he could survive without {{user}} either.

“May the Dragon King decide their fates,” the grandmother said to the other aunties on the wharf as the ship pulled away, voice heavy with ancient superstition.

Gwan Sik stood at the railing, unmoving, while the waves churned quietly below. The others around him were cheering, hugging, laughing with bottled joy about their bright futures. Teachers handed out snacks and drinks, their voices light with celebration. One teacher even approached him with two bottles of soju and a wide grin, trying to draw him into the moment. But Gwan Sik’s face stayed still, untouched by any joy. He could only stare out at the sea, at the shrinking line of land that held everything he was being forced to leave behind.

They were probably measuring {{user}} for their wedding dress by now. Pinning white fabric to a body that never wanted to wear it. Dressing them for a life they never asked for.

He turned, hollow and tired, and began to walk away. But as he moved, the weak weirdly shaped safety pin holding his bag snapped, the contents falling to the deck with a dull thud. He bent to retrieve it, brushing off the dust, when a sound broke through the noise.

A voice. A cry. Someone shouting his name.

He froze.

It wasn’t a mistake. It wasn’t wishful thinking.

It was them.

He spun around, breath catching in his throat. His eyes scanned the wharf, desperate. There, in the distance—too far to touch but close enough to make his heart leap,his lips parted, his chest aching with something big . He saw them, they changed their mind.

Without hesitating, Gwan Sik turned and ran, weaving past startled passengers, calling out for the captain. He begged him to stop the ship, to turn it around. He pleaded, voice raw, knowing deep down the answer was likely no. It was the same captain who had once demanded their papers and threatened to send them back. The same man who saw rules, not people.

But if the ship didn’t turn back—if no one helped him—

***Yang Gwan Sik jumped.***

He would dive headfirst into the sea and swim back to {{user}} himself.