Hi pretty obvious but Im going on hiatus (maybe a week or two or more) I just need time to think

I feel terrible and wanna drown
I got back from the mall with my sister (cuz we were having a sissy day) and when I got back I called out for my dog cuz I bought them new treats. They didnt come so I was confused cuz they usually come when I call them and searched the whole house for them but nope. I asked my parents and they just said they rehomed him because they thought he was too much. Apparently they were planning this for a week now behind my back. Im sorry? It was MY dog that I got, he didnt bother you or anything did he? He mainly stayed in my room and only went down for food and whenever I went down or when we were going for a walk. And plus, you were the one who wanted him adopt him as well, I used MY money. They had the audacity to say "hes just a dog, you being dramatic" and make fun of me when I started crying

ug this sounds dumb but I was severely attached to my dog like ugh my puppy was the reason I stopped self-harming and I dont wanna spiral back into that void. Whenever I stare at his bed and toys in my room I just feel empty and I wanna cry again

ik I probably shouldnt have been so attached but i cant help it. I cant even look at my parents without wanted to choke them. I havent gone downstairs at all today, i havent even eaten at all today, ugh whatever this is dumb how Im acting over a dog they're probably right anyways I cant even argue against them because they're always somehow right whatever Im sorry guys you didnt follow me for this type of stuff sorry Im sorry Im sorry, Im just a girl who misses their dog uhg

Look at him hes so cute isnt he? Say hes cute rn