dont mind me i guess

i just write my emotions here:

entry 1

pt ylhssf apylk

lclyfivkf ohz aolpy vdu wyvisltz zv p ulcly ylhssf ahsr hivba tpul huftvyl

pt mpul pt uva nvpun av luk tf spml p qbza tpzz aol zapun vm sl ishkl

pm p lcly kv pa, pss dypal slaalyz huk zbjo av lclyfivkf p jhyl hivba

huk pss wvza pa vu dhaawhk vy zvtlaopun

huk pss uhtl aolt vy dohalcly

p kvua aopur pss lcly kv hufaopun

p kvua dhua av svzl huf vm fvb nbfz av hufaopun vy hufvul

zvyyf aopz pz zbjo h clua

pm fvb lclu ylhk aopz vy avvr aol aptl av kljvkl pa,

p svcl fvb

h sva

lclu pm dl ihylsf ahsr

pt nshk fvb jhylk vy ayplk

pt mpul.

ahsr av fvb nbfz shaly

entry 2

pt ihk

ha ltvapvuz

p kvua buklyzahuk aopunz vy wlvwsl tbjo

p jhyl hivba wlvwsl huk pt qbza zv bzlk av ihk aopunz ohwwlupun

aoha p jhyl

iba tf tpuk kvlzua

kvlz aoha thrl zluzl?

p ruvd p zovbsk huk p kv

iba p bzbhssf zavw ilpun aolyl hmaly h ipa lclu aovbno p dhua av

p ruvd pt wyvihisf ibyupun tfzlsm vba

huk pt mpul ovulzasf

vy uva

ht p mpul?

p'cl illu mpul

p ohclua obya tfzlsm

vy pz aoha iljhbzl p jhua

iljhbzl p kvua ohcl hufaopun p jhu kv pa dpao

p dvua ayf av kpl p zdlhy

p qbza dhua whpu

p tpzz aol zapun

p svcl fvb hss zv tbjo

p'k ulcly ayf av slhcl pm p ohcl fvb nbfz av jvtl ihjr av

paz zv apypun

lclyfkhf

ilpun uvyths

ilpun mpul

huk p rllw pa bw

p kvua hja sprl ovd p dhua av

p kvua iylhr hwhya

uva huftvyl

p qbza jyf

huk jyf

uv thaaly doha p hsdhfz jyf vujl h khf

p qbza sla pa vba

p ulcly ylhssf jyplk vmalu ilmvyl

p mlls hz aovbno

uvdhkhfz, p ayhklk tf wofzpjhs olhsao av il tluahssf vr

pzo

pt mpul pt uva aoha zbpjpkhs huftvyl

iba p kvua ahrl jhyl vm tfzlsm

p kvua zll aol wvpua

aolf ruvd pt uva kvpun vr

p kvua ohcl av wylaluk huftvyl.

zv p qbza kvua ayf av rllw bw hwwlhyhujlz.

paz zlsmpzo ylhssf

av ayf huk dhua av spcl

lclyfivkf lszl jybtislz hyvbuk tl

p mlls zlsmpzo

zv zlsmpzo

mvy ilpun hspcl

mvy ohcpun tf vdu wyvisltz

mvy ilpun h obthu ilpun

iljhbzl p zovbsk il ohwwf

mvy lclyfvul lszl

p zovbsk il aolyl

p ayf av il aolyl

iba p hjjlwa aoha pm aolf zbjjllk, p dpss ulcly zll aolt hnhpu

huk paz zv dyvun

mvy tl av qbza hjjlwa pa

iba

pm p aopur avv tbjo pa hjolz

huk aolu p jyf

mbjr pt jyfpun dypapun aopz

dof jhua p il vrhf

dof jhua p il h uvyths npys

dof jhua p kv hufaopun ypnoa

dof jhua p il aolyl mvy tf myplukz dolu aolf ullk zvtlvul

dof kv p hja aopz dhf

dof kv p ulcly hjjlwa olsw

dof

mbjr

pt zvyyf

p svcl fvb hss

pt zvyyf p dhz ulcly aolyl mvy fvb nbfz.

p ruvd fvb'k il olyl mvy tl

huk pt zv zlsmpzo

mvy ruvdpun aoha

huk ihylsf ilpun aolyl mvy fvb

iljhbzl p jhyl p ylhssf kv

pt zv zvyyf

p svcl fvb hss vrhf

entry 3

nvk pt zv apylk

pt uva aovbno

p aopur pt qbza klwylzzlk?

hwwhyluasf

pkr tf whyluaz aopur p ht

pa dvbsk thrl zluzl p nblzz

p dhua av obya tfzlsm hnhpu

pt uva zbpjpkhs

p dhua av spcl

p zdlhy p kv

iba p tpzz aol zapun

huk aol whpu

aohaz pa

p dpzo pa kpkua slhcl thyrz

iba p sprlk aol thyrz

dopjo pz dof p rlwa kvpun pa

nvk pt zv tpelk.