First of all, I know I don‘t exactly have to involve into everything since many other creators are giving statements about the stuff that‘s going on but I can‘t help it!

I’m simply want to scream and maybe hit someone for that!

For everybody who didn‘t hear anything about what happened:

Zeal SAed Pressure‘s former composer, Ren.

(Ren‘s statement and google document)

I can’t actually express my thoughts in word.

I mean, why? Why would someone do that? Haven’t we been there so many times by now? Why would someone use someone‘s trust like that?

Anyway, may i mention that he damaged someone for life and is destroying his own project, a project that many people really enjoyed, because he thought with his ?!

I also think that he really deserves a harsh punishment and that Ren deserves so much support as possible because they carried that around for almost a year, they attempted too because of it and nobody really said anything about it!

So, please support Ren and don‘t do something drastic.

I know it sounds like something else and that you would like to do something because of course, if someone does such terrible shit, they deserve more than a kick in the ass, but starting a witchhunt after Zeal‘s ass, sending him murder threats or even going so far and come to his house or apartment, isn‘t the right way.

I can‘t really say what happens next but I think this will surely go to court.

To be honest, I fucking hate that because it just sucks that something many people loved is soured after finding out that the guy behind it is a rapist, a or some greedy ass.

I really think about trying to make a game myself and maybe prove that you can do it without fucking up.

Also, I‘m not sure what to do right now because "Support the art but not the artist" is also a prominent thing because some people say "You can enjoy it but say Zeal is a motherfucker" but others say "You still support it, even when you’re enjoying it" and I actually planned on making a Sebastian bot myself, but I guess, I won‘t do it anymore because of this fucking mess or put it on ice until Pressure maybe changes owners or something like some other people are hoping.

Anyway, you can say what you want, nobody can’t stop you but still I can’t express that in words and I know this statement maybe sucks but that are my raw thoughts that are currently raging in my head and that really need to get out.

Also, a little message to Ren because why not? Kind words can‘t hurt, even when it‘s just here and I actually don‘t know her personally:

You did the right thing, Ren.

I know, it‘s extremely hard to come out with that because people tend to simply downplay it and blame the victim but you made it and I‘m proud of you.

You may be damaged by what happened forever, maybe never be the same anymore and your mind wanders to dark corners, but you‘re still here, making people happy, waking up on the next day to see the sun rise again and with so many people giving you their support.

I really hope that it won‘t drag you down and that by exposing him, you feel lighter after the burden of knowing what happened and carrying it for almost a year, finally came off.

Anyhow, that‘s it.

Say whatever you want but that‘s my opinion on this shit and you can call me whatever you want, I don‘t care!

Just remember what I said about taking matters in your own hands.

Bye 🌸