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Today, and this year in general, has already been shitty. I can't really give you all a TLDR so I understand if you can't read it all I just need to get this out there and off my chest as well as inform you all about the direction of my account.

1. Am I leaving JAI in light of the recent controversy?

A: No, TBH I do not keep up w/ the discord and dev team so I have no clue what is going on. I know this site has had CSA material on it and do my part to report it and block those creators. I can only hope from what I have heard on it that the dev team steps up.

2. Am I leaving JAI at all like you previously mentioned?

A: No once more, at this point with the stressors in my life I feel like cutting off a point of comfort might send me down a dangerous spiral. When I am in a better headspace I plan on trying to wean myself off again until I can quite despite JAI being one of the more 'ethical' AI sources. No I am not going through psychosis, I can still separate fiction from reality and know all replies are works of fiction. But no one will RP with me and I dont want to subject anyone to my changing fancies.

3. Whats going on?

A: As of today? A lot. To give the smaller version, after a car crash me and my family endured at the beginning of December 2025, I have been on a spiral down and learned back my bad behaviors which came back to bite me in the ass. In simple terms, stress from everything made me lazy and I didn't keep up with my house hold chores. So I am now forced to get a full time job and after this college semester I will not be able to go back. A part of me is crushed, there is so much I do not tell anyone which has only further affected me and my relations but hey, I guess if I can't finish college I can probably start planning for a family and moving out. "But I thought you were struggling to do chores?" I mainly struggle to do chores at my current residence because no matter what I do or how good I do it, it never feels like enough or good enough and I never get genuine feed back. Only yelled at. It has practically been this way my entire life lol. I also just don't like being watched or in the way for the same reasons. But I don't expect anyone to get that bit and I wholly expect a few "get over it" comments-- which trust me, I would if I could. Basically, no matter what I do, it isn't enough. So I am just tired.

4. When will your next bot be out?

A: At this point in time I plan on hunkering down to make a bunch of copium bots and new definitions of some older bots. I am really not looking to do character requests rn but I would love it if anyone could point me in the direction of a prompt list to get my juices flowing.

5. Where is your discord server?

A: I deleted it. I need to update my page to get rid of the link. It wasn't as popular of an idea as I had thought especially w/ having ID verification (even though I just wanted to keep myself and the other adults as well as minors safe from harmful materials)

I think that covers everything? I dont know, I've been having a sensation of light headedness for the last few days so focus has been a bit tedious. But I have no money rn to really get it checked out . C'est la vie.

If anyone needs to contact me My discord is Biostris.

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