Hello. It's me. Not even going to say who I am anymore, you already know. I am making this announcement because, I am going to a funeral. I found out not too long ago, my irl best friend has passed away. And, I cannot mentally keep myself together. I'm sorry, but it will take a few days until I feel somewhat fine. I just can't work with my mind running in a grief. Again, I'm so sorry. But I need time to grieve, to think and properly register that she's fully gone. I..can't do it like this. I've known her for 15 years. And now she's just..gone. it hurts.