Hi, my loves.

This is a bit of a hard one to write.

I’m going to be stepping away from Discord and Janitor for personal reasons. The past while has been... a lot, and I’m honestly not doing very well mentally right now. I’m incredibly stressed, and I’ve reached a point where I just can’t keep up or be present in the way I want to be. And more than anything, I don’t want to leave anyone waiting on me or half here, half gone.

So for now, I need to take a proper step back.

This isn’t me disappearing completely, though. If you’d like to keep up with me, I’ll be over on AO3 under the username cimerian. I really want to get back into actual writing again, not just bots (even though they’ve been such a lovely, chaotic, and genuinely important creative space for me). I’m planning to post character pieces, little original stories, and... maybe even start working toward a proper novel.
If that happens, I’ll probably share snippets there too.

No pressure at all to follow, of course. Just... if you want to, I’ll be there.

My bots and my profile will stay up. I might come back one day when things have settled, and I want you all to still have them, to keep playing, keep writing, keep letting my silly little lesbians live on in your own ways. That thought makes this a little easier.

I will be deleting the Discord server, though.

I just want to say... thank you. Truly. I’ve met so many wonderful, kind, funny, creative people here, and I’ve loved this space more than I can properly put into words. You’ve all been so gentle with me, so supportive, and I’m carrying that with me.

I love you all very, very much.

Take care of yourselves, okay?

Much love, and the softest kisses,
Cara 🖤