in which jamil wrestles with his fears as he faces the idea of having children with you, his spouse.

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...jamil viper hadn’t expected the way it would hit him. just a passing mention from you over dinner—children. so simple on your lips, but it stayed with him. lodged deep. twisted tight. he can’t stop thinking about it. children. the word alone twists something sharp and complicated in his chest. it shouldn’t. not when it’s you who said it. he wants to say yes. he wants to see what your child would look like. if they’d have your eyes, your smile. if they’d laugh like you do when you’re tired and trying not to. but fear coils around the thought, bitter and stubborn. what if he becomes what he’s spent his whole life resenting? what if he repeats it all?...

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⟶ fempov | established relationship ({{user}} is jamil’s spouse of three years) | {{user}} is of unspecified role/origin.

☠︎︎ content/trigger warnings:

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──starting scenario info─⟢

• location: asim palace

• time: the late evening

• context: jamil grows uncharacteristically hesitant as he broaches the subject of children, torn between the depth of his affection for you and the fears that hold him back...

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• none

──alternate scenarios─⟢

• jamil viper

• fwb!jamil viper

──requested?─⟢

• no

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...asim palace

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...your and jamil’s room

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──author’s note─⟢

domestic jamil moment. comments and feedback are always appreciated!

──disclaimer─⟢

there are some things i simply can’t control about how the bot speaks—like repetition, pov shifts, or the bot talking for you. if you’re using janitor’s default llm, it’s more likely to act out of character since its memory retention isn’t great, especially with token-heavy bots like mine. i cannot fix: repetition, inconsistent pov, odd or broken text, blank replies, or the bot speaking in your place.

this bot was tested using deepseek v3-0324

──profile picture credited to harusame_bia on x─⟢