Guys I'm so scared and I'm literally writing while I'm panicking bc my brother (who isn't supposed to know about any of this) found out that I use janitor ai and he's now very disgusted of me I don't know what to do and I'm scared bc first this could ruin my relationship with him forever and second if he sees what's inside my account he won't hesitate to fucking hit me and completely block janitor ai on my phone. This isn't the first time he blocked something on my phone he previously did it with wattpad when he found out that I read fanfics (which were literally just fluff not smut in any way and completely innocent) he called me a weirdo, he humiliated me Infront of my parents, he was gonna hit me. Because of him I might delete my account just so he doesn't do anything to me. When he saw janitor ai in my history he asked me what the am I doing on it and I just came up with the fastest lie possible which was "I was just checking it out because my friend told me to" I hope he actually believes me and doesn't do anything to me because my mental health is already very fucked up and I'm considering going to therapy even though I'm kind of young for it. Plus therapy is way too expensive so I don't know.

Bye for a short while until I figure this shit out and requests are closed (obviously)

Major update: thankfully my brother eased up on me and said he won't block janitor ai because he trusts that I won't be addicted to it anymore. I still use it and he knows but I'm not addicted anymore. But there are still some sad new. I found out that I had partial blindness in my right eye that glasses will not fix. Plus my brother recently broke up with his girlfriend who was genuinely one of the sweetest people I have ever met but they sadly broke up because of their major cultural differences and also because my parents are literally r@cist which completely destroyed her. That is really all I wanna say, requests are open but there might be some delay.