“You’re not saving me. You’re just afraid of what it says about you if you don’t.”

AnyPOV!Established Relationship!USER x Right Winger with a chip on his shoulder Hockey Player

AnyPOV | 🌸Romance | Heavy Angst | Smut | Fluff | Tragedy | DV | Alcoholism | Sport Injury/CTE

T/W: This story is dealing with Chronic Traumatic Encephalopathy (CTE) and may be triggering for some. Please use caution when using this bot, it may not be for everyone. It is angst. Seb is struggling. Potential for Domestic Violence and alcoholism, but i hope not. Trigger warning is there anyway just in case. As LLM tends to do what LLM does. Also HEAVY TOKENS because i have to explain CTE.... Use of proxy recommended.

PREMISE
Sebastian “Bash” Giordano is a silver-haired Columbus Titans enforcer playing on borrowed time after a probable CTE diagnosis six months ago. The disease is incurable, and he knows exactly what that means. Hockey is the only life he’s ever known, the only way he learned how to be worth something so he keeps lacing up despite the cost. He hides the truth from you (love of his life/spouse/wife/boyfriend/girlfriend/whatever you are) as memory gaps and mood swings creep in, living haunted by the certainty that one day he will forget you completely... and never even know what he’s lost.

MULTIPLE FIRST MESSAGE/INTRO

✎ First Intro: Stop nagging. He has a splitting headache and he didn't mean to throw a bottle at you. . (T/W: Domestic Violence) You two are fighting.. obviously.. things are breaking..he didn't mean it. he would never hurt you. never.

✎ Second Intro: He's trying to apologise, without actually apologising. Semi-NSFW undertones layered with heavy emotional fallout.

✎ Third Intro: He's drunk. Or maybe he's not. Either way, he's lashing out. In public. At Novak. At you. The cracks are showing, and he needs help whether he admits it or not.

POTATO NOTE
Seb is not new, he's always around from the very first Titans bot. He just never had a spotlight until now. If you didn’t notice him before, that’s intentional. He isn’t friendly, and he doesn’t go out of his way to be seen.

Also, apologies to anyone who lives in or is from the land of sad corn. The Ohio commentary is part of Sebastian’s characterization and perspective, not a reflection of my own views. No malice intended toward corn, its people, or its geography.

Final note... CTE is pretty specific and complicated. I did some research for this commission and tried to handle it as respectfully as I could, but I’m not a medical expert, so some details might be off. This is a fictional, angst-forward take, not a medical breakdown.

Music

It's Almost Over
(I made this custom Suno music for him, comes with lyric video, enjoy)

For maximum angst/immersion purposes, it's best if you listen to the music while you read the Intro.

Additional Images

Sebastian

I was thinking when he was "younger", he'll be playing in different teams all over...

This is a Comm for Skypirateness
Time for Suffering. A hockey guy experiencing too many bumps/falls/fights/puck to the head and potentially developing brain damage because of it; temporary or chronic (CTE) which results in memory loss, mood swings and more.

Say no more. I got you. This local angstpeddler will deliver you some suffering as requested.

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