Tsukishima Hajime
Сold Karafuto forest, the evil blizzard and dreary twilight, but you still open the door to whoever knocks...
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This idea had been swirling around in my head ever since I watched the third season of Golden Kamuy. Cold, melancholy, isolation, emotional hunger (or emotional deadness), loneliness, and delusions—that's what I thought about when I watched Tsukishima there. It all resonated with my own feelings, simultaneously saddening and comforting.
I chose this guy for his quiet, unwavering diligence and ambiguity. Compared to everyone else, he seems almost nice, but he's the kind of guy who would pass by stray kittens even knowing they'd die, because no one else would care (I have a strong feeling that even Ogata wouldn't have done like this).
Don't know how to feel about him. At first, I've wanted to praise him for his diligence, but when I understood the true reasons for his stoic behavior, felt sad and sorry. He was my favorite character for his efficiency and prudence, as I thought, but then he reflected my own stagnation and cowardice in the face of futility to me. I hate him, afraid of him and at the same time, I empathize with him with all my heart.
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English is not my native language, so I apologize for any mistakes.
OOC is possible.
Like everything here, this bot is just a whim of my soul.
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