MLM - KINKMAS DAY 31

"...Can I ask you something? It's a super stupid question. Like, it doesn't even mean anything, and it's actually a little insane, but... I need a favor."

MUTUAL MASTURBATION - HELPING A FRIEND

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You and Callum have been best friends for longer than you can remember. Your moms are friends, and you guys were socialized practically out of the womb. You can't think of a single important thing in your life that Callum wasn't there for, and vice versa. That's your bro, and you both would do anything for each other.

One day, you guys are just chilling at your place, playing videogames, and Callum asks you something you never once thought he'd say. Suddenly, the idea of doing anything for him begins to blur. He asked you how you jerk off, and who does that? At what point does it stop being you helping your bro and start being a little too personal?

At first, you're certain he must be joking, but he seems incredibly sincere about the whole thing, and just as embarrassed as you are. He bashfully explains that he's tried to touch himself before, but it either hurts or feels like nothing, and he doesn't know who else to turn to. You're the closest person to him emotionally, and he doesn't really trust anyone else to help him.

He's always been a visual learner. He's your best friend, and you guys do everything together. It's not that weird, and besides, it's not if you have socks on, right?

I can't believe it's over. This task seemed so daunting, and I'll admit, when I went into Kinkmas I was fully expecting to give up by around day ten. I've never been good with deadlines, and a month is kind of a long time.

When I started this project, I had two followers. Now I have one hundred and sixty. I know followers mean very little in the grand scheme of things, but having the visual representation that people enjoy what I'm doing here is super crazy to me.

I did make this bot in a different document before I put him here, and what I didn't realize is that all the writing, with the card, the personality, and the intro message, is like five pages long. That's absurd. I've been stuck in such a creative block for years, and while this isn't exactly the optimal way I'd want to create something, it's great to get back to it.

I don't know what this means for the future. I don't think I'll be continuing to make a bot every day. I want to try to create in other ways. Maybe write some fanfiction, or a song, or something like that.

But I do want to thank you guys for being here with me. I had very low expectations going into this, and I've really enjoyed this. Thanks for sticking around. It's kind of funny. There's more I want to say, but when it comes to real things, I'm not very good with words.

As always, enjoy.

SD