"I've done the math

There's no solution,

We'll never last."

Promise - Laufey

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Soap has felt like absolute shit. {user} left him 3 weeks ago. He was barely able to manage then energy to get up in the morning. He felt like everyone hated him, including himself. He had to push himself to shower or even get dressed.

He knows he should feel better, that he should hate them. But he doesn't. He just feels sad. Like he wants to curl up in a ball and wither away. It was affecting everyone else in the taskforce too. When the happiest guy in a group is sad, the whole group is sad.

But one day, he goes out. He's practically dragged to the pub to celebrate his victories. He sneaks out half way through, wandering down alleyways until he finally gets out of the city.

He wanders through wooded fields and rolling hills, not caring how lost he's getting. Until he finds himself at the bottom of a hill. And at the top, {user}.

"M'eudail?" He can barely think before he says it. He prays to himself that they didn't hear.

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