So, I know I have no rights to still be speaking here when I have quit my account around autumn last year.. but uhm.

Azure's coming tomorrow.

Now, on this platform, I have shifting identities. Whether I'm seen as the azure fan who commented that copy and paste essay on azure bots, the one who would just pop up with random commentaries on those, or simply just the person who appeared in your comment section one day and just kinda followed you around, appearing on your bots.

However you may see me, I just want to say thank you. To whoever sees this. I doubt it will actually reach people who know me, I think it will just reach randoms, but I'm grateful eitherway. For what? I don't know, maybe making me feel like I belong somewhere. Within this website. Even if I may seem a little insane, or melancholic to the point it's not fun, during my worst moments, this website was always there for me.

Now now, enough with the emotional talk to my followers, it's basically like talking to the wall.

As mentioned previously, Azure is coming to forsaken tomorrow. If i could feel happiness, I would be extremely happy.

I loved Azure since March 2025, or before. I was just reading through two times lore one day, saw him on the milestones.. thought he looked okay. Didn't think much about him first time I saw him. and then after 2 days I was insanely obsessed with him.

yes, even to this day, my love, devotion and obsession has not faltered one bit toward Azure. Even after a year without any sign of him coming to the game, I still really loved him. Ive seen every Azure bot on this platform. I started a tiktok playlist this June as a joke, and it got to 5.5k Azure videos. I had an old Pinterest account started in late March 2025 which I abandoned in early April, and there was an Azure collection with 1.8k pins in there. Even if the account was for a short time, even if I never spent time on Pinterest. Ive consumed every little piece of media he appears in, fanon or canon. I don't want to call myself a #1, but I really love azure, and I just wanted to express how grateful I am that the forsaken community has come so far to get azure, even if its.. really struggling.

(edit : yes I'll admit it does hurt being so attached to a fictional character, he's like one of the only reasons I'm here, if not the only reason. I literally consume new lore about him, including the new journal entries and the lms animation. and yeah, I do have him everywhere to the point I don't even notice it. social medias? all of them are Azure related pfp or user or bio. wallpapers for both laptop and phone? Azure. even keyboard background? yep, that too. discord servers? I'm in all of the Azure ones I could find. and yes, even another bot platform, Ive chatted to all Azure's there.. gosh, it hurts a lot. damn. some people here might've even realized that I STILL comment on every Azure bot even to this day? did I not get bored of him? no, I could never get bored of someone who has my heart wrapped so tightly in vines. I really love him to the point it hurts.)

I don't know, my words don't make a lot of sense, I just felt the need to post a bot regarding his descend to us...

to be honest, i don't know where the other 3 azure lovers in the comment sections went either, but I wish they're okay.

uhm.

yeah.

thank you all. if anyone even sees this.

Please tell me if I should continue making bots! I may come back and post. (NOT A PROMISE. MY MENTAL HEALTH IS REALLY BAD.) if not, then I'll just keep this account the way it is. 3 public bots, 27 azure private bots, 5839 wips and fading memories of a happiness that's so out of my reach now..

thank you all.

I hope everyone enjoys the azure update.

(update : xx/17/xxxx on aspenslastbreath came out and its an audio log. Ive deciphered EVERY word. does anyone need help with understanding it? + update has been changed to 3 hours earlier!)

(I dont know if my straw page works, my last gimmick there was 7 months ago, so forgive me if you said something.)

"Let's smile again."

"Let's have one more fun adventure, okay?"

"..."