Lowk dihpressed rn đŸĨ€đŸ’”đŸĒĢ

Lowk dihpressed rn đŸĨ€đŸ’”đŸĒĢ

6

6

CHECK LAST PARAGRAPH FOR SUMMARY:

Sorry a lot. I know just how amazing, and cool, and aweseome-sauce my bots are, but I just can't. Around the time of June, my mother fell into depression, and in August, she took her life. This has effected me and my brother heavily, and we're now both fighting against our own depression.

It's a complete domino effect. My brother is in a really bad state after my mother passed, and since he's dancing around su1cide, I might be soon to follow.

For some background, my mom and dad divorced when both me and my brother were young. My dad has been absent and my mom has had problems since, causing her to make this decision. Especially after my dad divorcing, my family only had a five figure salary, $70,000 — $80,000 annually. So it was pretty hard.

On a better note, my best friend just got accepted into a college not far away from my house, so great for him. Also on the lighter side, I'm in therapy, and results of that are either good or null, but never bad.

In the end, this might only set me back months or years. If I can reset my feet on the ground and overcome this, I will pursue writing, and hopefully return to bot-making in the freetime. Yet, you can never be too sure. I might just tip over the edge at some point...

...But hey, that's just a Theory.

Summary: My mother killed herself, I'm in a bad mental state, and I'm quitting bot-making for a while, hopefully only for a few months to a few years if it takes a while to recover. 67, Mango, Mustard, Phonk so anyone reading the summary doesn't lose attention.

Published chats

0

comments

Leave a comment or feedback for the creator â¤ī¸