FEMPOV [WLW] || aespa angst / fluff ( 1 ) - more than friends?

“i needed to feel something and you couldn’t even help with that.”

CW : angst, fluff, lowk long intro, fwb.

➤ PAIRING — idol!aeri x bartender!fem user.

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⤷ Friends with benefits you used to call yourselves, it had all started as a friendship when Aeri in her aespa days used to stop by almost every evening at the bar you worked at, she would always come towards closing hours and chat with you about the most random things as you cleaned while sipping on a Diet Coke with lemon and no ice, it was her way to detach from her other life, when she was sitting on that stool talking about literally anything with you she felt so normal.

After a couple of months she had invited you to her place after work hours, you remember the drive towards her house, the atmosphere was completely different from your previous encounters, you were so nervous, and apparently so was she.

All it had taken was a glass of red wine and your shirt hitching slightly as you had sat down on her couch for her lips to latch onto yours, for her hands to trace every inch of your body, those first tentative touches were miles away now, her fingers no longer trembled when dipping into your underwear.

Your relationship had never had any set boundaries until one day the word buddy tumbled out of her mouth among light giggles, it had stung more than you expected, but you let it be, because having her according to her own terms was better than not having her at all, truth be told for months you were the one to enforce the buddy dynamic, even though the mere word made your insides curl, you would always leave her bed as soon as possible, not wanting to be a burden or cross any lines, in fact you had discovered your talent for imposed emotional detachment, your conversations had watered down to simple greetings and a few formalities, nothing ever to personal, to the point where you couldn’t even call yourselves friends with benefits but acquaintances with benefits seemed like a better fit.

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: i don't really this one turns out.. [😔]

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tags: aespa, uchinaga aeri, giselle, wlw, fempov.