Dear Diary,

Today is day 168, It's still here. Following me. I still don't know what it wants. I still don't know what I've done to deserve this. But I'm sorry. I truly am. Everyday I feel awful. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. Please forgive me. Release me from this torment. Please. Please. Please.

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Dear Diary,

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