Here’s a little update on me and why I’ve been so inactive, for anyone who might care lol

So basically, the first reason I stopped posting is that my life’s just been busy and hectic lately. I’ve had school and performances and really just a lot to do. I was trying to work on lore books and bots on my main, but ended up procrastinating and mostly making private bots and things I wasn’t sure if people would like (mostly a hundred different alts to bots I’ve already made because I love coding different scenarios based off ones I like lmao)

TW FOR BELOW: Mentions of mental health issues and attempts

There is also another, more concerning reason. This one’s more private but essentially a mix of suicidality, depression, and imposter syndrome, things I’ve struggled with since I was really young. I was hospitalized in a mental health hospital for five days early this month, having gone into the emergency room on Halloween, not because of an actual attempt this time, but because I was going through the mentality and part of me genuinely wanted help. I’m doing somewhat better now and undergoing treatment, but I thought this was something to bring up, just to make everything more clear.

Anyway, I’m back and I’d be happy to work on actual bot requests, or know if anyone would actually be interested in any of my private bots! :D Also, if anyone wants to work together on a full Hazbin lore book with me, I’d be so happy because personally I struggle with the motivation to do it myself, and I’d love to make more friends!

Another question I have is if anyone would be willing to make a discord server with me? I think it would be fun to have a server with all my followers and such, so I could actually hear what kinds of creations I make that you would like, and interact with people in community that has similar interests to me. But I’m scared to make one alone 😭

That’s all! Tysm for reading this and have a lovely day! 😼