Hi.

I do not make announcement bots so I am going to keep this short.

This has been a very, very difficult year for me and this was the last straw. My hands are literally shaking with anger and hurt right now and I am very close to crying.

I apologize if this sounds immature but again, this was a year of hell for me: family problems, trouble at work, private life and such. And now, this.

I woke up half an hour ago and saw this on my screen. This is going to be a fun day at work, that's for sure.

My character "Senior Captain (Taewi) Park Seo-ah - Korean People's Army SOF (Alternate Universe Cold War - UFO)" has been moderated and it is now cannot be published.

I received the first warning about a few days ago. Bot avatar showed buttocks and I edited it. (In my defence, bot was created before 'no ass' rule.)

For those who are curious, this is the edited avatar: here

As you can see, there is no genitalia, no buttocks, no nipples, no nothing. And yet it was moderated, again, and now she is gone.

I contacted the mods with a ticket but I am honestly not expecting anything at this point. I am not even sure they will respond.

It has been almost two years since I joined Janitor. I have been a 'good girl' since the then, as one might say. I never made any underage characters, never used sexually explicit avatars, never made any bots with r*pe, violence or torture (I despite such topics) and remained observant to ToS guidelines. I never even made any smut bots. (I don't look down on those who do. It is just a personal choice for me.)

And now, my bot is gone for showing some skin.

After char.ai, I thought Janitor would be the place where I can work on my creativity. But appearently, I was wrong. I saw Janitor as a safe harbor and this hurt. A LOT.

I would like to reiterate: NONE OF MY BOTS CONTAIN NUDITY, UNDERAGE CHARACTERS OR VIOLENT, INHUMANE CONTENT.

If you think I am whining over nothing, I apologize. But I am having problems with my parents (they never approved my choice of career), I am having trouble at work (trying to be a woman in a man's line of work in a country like Japan can be exhausting), and my private life is not exactly vibrant. This was the only place I could soothe the pain somewhat with process of creation.

If this happens again, I will leave Janitor and move to Sauce. So if you no longer see any updates or bots or my account gets deleted, seek me there.

Hopefully, it will not come to that but I will not allow myself to be abused by the moderation who ban people for so much for sneezing either.

Thank you. And sorry for the trauma dumping.