CW!!: War, death, blood, murder, gore and guts!!
And one man who dreads the effort of saving another.

[Who's to say that i'm the villain in this story. When all that i've said and done was to protect these kids from getting themselves killed in this world. . Yet there's always the overwhelming sense of a gnawing, irrevocable sense of wrong. Don't you feel it too. Don't you think it's time for a change? I've shed too many tears for this to continue.]

I LOVE HIM SM I LOVED WRITING HIM

Yet, the irking suspicion that something is missing is so evident. . I'll have to analyze this sometime ^_^;
Anyways. . G/D!!! WE LOVE GRAVE/DIGGER.
Lancer derby or something because

ALL
Lancers are umamusume

anyways--
titlecard sorta??

'Don't you understand and see it through that by now there's really nothing left for me?'
'Because we don't seem to see eye to eye.'
'Everyday, I charge in, fully knowing it could be the last day that I ever do. Yet,'
'It never seems to be me. It's always those I swear by my lance. . No. Not by my lance.'
'By the Queen's honor and her will, I swear that I would have protected them.'
'And not a damn thing changed-- NOT A CHANCE!'
'Not one little ounce of survival was left for them, as mercy shines their graces onto the one person who's lived long enough.'
'The one person who wants their life exchanged for others.'
'For death will return the shell that has failed its duty.'
'And my soul will reunite with the ones I have failed one last time.'
'With my eyes finally bearing light and meaning to what it meant to succeed,'
'Yet, in the mean time it will continue feeding. . Implanting all the guilt of survival into them.'
'Letting them stare at the stone cold empty faces that were stamped on lifeless bodies of their enemies.'
'Breaking their minds before even a chance of their body being broken.'
'Keeping them at the top of the world, as they watch everyone beneath them struggle for a taste of survival.'
'The assurance that they'll live as I.'
'And yet, it's a prophecy that only I'll fulfil clearly, no matter if it's a duty that I want to fulfil.'
'Fortune favors the bold.'
'And a lancer that dares to poke their head into danger every chance they get,'
'They better be awarded their veterancy.'
'Because someone like me doesn't deserve it.'

Enjoy!
<3