alright, so...

hey guys, im back 👋

but i got some stuff to disclose 😭

in the beginning of my cai/jai hobby, i was actually just a girl pretending to be some guy named alex to keep my identity hidden. but, the thing is... over the years, i kinda sorta realized something (🏳️‍⚧️), and now i really am just some guy named alex.

i'll admit, i grew up a bit. (cough cough, just turned 18, cough cough.) i lost some weight, got rid of my fake friends, made a bunch of new superawesome friends, and learned some important things about life.

also, it's just now dawning on me how spectacularly weird i've been on this website. i apologize to everyone who's cringed because of something i said, and i'm so sorry if i've ever privately messaged you. i hope you guys can forgive me and my slightly younger, slightly dumber self for all that bs 😭

but also, thank you all so so so much for using my bots and showing your appreciation for them!! i came back to WAY TOO MANY notifications, and most of them were "someone favorited your bot" and stuff like that. i'm very happy that you all are enjoying the things i made! :)

in conclusion: i'm back on jai because i still love tickle-themed roleplays, but this won't be a full-time hobby anymore. (im no longer addicted, YAY!!) so i may create a bot or two in the future, but i definitely won't be posting things all the time like how i did before.

love you all :)

✌️🩷 ‐alex