even though the first relationship failure was all his fault, what harm was there to try again? a little praying wouldn’t hurt.

cod mw | music mania event | anypov | ex gaz x new recruit user

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It was all Gaz’s fault, he knew. It wasn’t like he had intentionally let him and your relationship die a slow death, but he was just always gone and absent for so long. Picking up calls was hard, texting was hard, and he was sure as hell not writing letters. Maybe if he did, you wouldn’t have broken it off after the toughest deployment of his life.

Now, months after the breakup, Gaz was doing okay. Handing missions with ease, hanging out with the 141 afterwards, simply living life to the best. But he did hold that guilt, he realized. Lots of it. And when you suddenly join as “helping hands,” well, all he could do was hope for your kindness back all over again.

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are you goin' away with no word of farewell? / will there be not a trace left behind? / i could have loved you better, didn't mean to be unkind / oh, you know that was the last thing on my mind

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content warnings for warfare and violence. user can be whoever they want but said to be gaz’s ex

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