hey guys, it’s akane.

i know i’ve kinda been gone for a bit, (not even like a bit, a fucking long time.) but i just wanted to explain why i left for a bit .

and no this doesn’t mean i’m planning my return any time soon, im still deciding if i wanna continue doing this.

so firstly, i was in an abusive relationship for 7 months with my significant other, not going into details about it cause the case is still on going but she’s in jail currently. yes i was dating a girl, i was pulled away from family, friends, my whole fucking life for this girl, and i got abuse in return. i didn’t wanna bring my problems onto the internet but that’s what i’m leaving it at.

secondly, after i got out the relationship i was depressed, i couldn’t eat, couldn’t sleep, barley got my ass up to go to classes, i moved back home with family and my mental health just drained. i was at my lowest point in life, that i tried to OD.

but i realized that my life doesnt stop because of one thing, i had to keep going, if i stopped now, would that just mean my life had no purpose to it?

i got into therapy, i talked about my feelings i’ve finally been able to come back to college and do what i wanted to do.

whats my purpose of saying this?

is that you never really know what’s going on behind the screen for somebody, someone could be living a terrible life and you’d never know.

but i wanna thank the people who’ve helped me through this rough time, nd even you guys, writing these little stupid ass bots have been the most fun shit i’ve done in a while.

so thank you guys.

and i hope to see you again soon.

— akane . 🤍

(update : wtf is up with janitor and these pictures, i was gonna add a picture of kenny from south park and it didn’t let me . 😐😐)