Hey everyone.

Last time I was here, I raised a lot of cause for concern. My words should have been worded differently; some things just don't need to be shared. Now that things are less intense for me, I wanted to give you guys an update that actually came from a level-headed me, and not the depressed goblin that had been inhabiting my body.

I will be leaving Jani, that's not changing. I like bot making because I like story building, so I'm still deciphering if I want to go back to it on another platform, it's really undecided. But I do want to return to my roots- writing stories and building books. So, I will be using AO3, going to Wattpad again, too probably, and creating a Tumblr. I will update this post with that info later.

I'm in like... hella servers, and I think I'm gonna stay in them, and try to be active more. Especially if I do really return to bot making. I don't have it all planned out and solidified in my head, but rome wasn't built in a day.

I'll be online today while handling some things, so if you have any questions, concerns or thoughts, let me know and I'm here.

once again, I love and appreciate you all with your support and love for me.

tbh since I left, I feel like life has gotten worse. IDk what it is, and writing and making bots? I miss this platform. And I can't post on saucepan without posting on Jani. I'm honestly deciphering coming back.

maybe its the mental issues.

maybe its the need to run away from my issues.

maybe its Maybelline.

idk. what do you guys think?