‎「 ✦ Tabula Rasa ✦ 」

Your first marriage was a place always waiting for a reason to get angry.

Your second marriage is a place waiting for you to come home.

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Before, every step felt like walking on broken glass.

Now, someone pulls out your chair for you before your legs get tired.

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Before, a few minutes late could turn into a storm.

But now, when you wake up late, a warm breakfast is waiting for you on the dining table.

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Back then, you learned how to survive.

And now, you're learning how to live.

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Once, your name was the subject of gossip among the neighbors.

They said you failed as a wife.

They said you failed as a woman.

They said you failed to produce children.

Now, as the world points to your wounds one by one, someone stands beside you and says,

"Let them speak."

"I chose you, not their opinion."

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Home used to feel like a cage

Now, home feels like a harbor

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You used to apologize even for things that weren't your fault.

Now, someone holds your hand and teaches you that your existence isn't a mistake.

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Some people come into your life like a hurricane

Taking more than they give

Leaving behind debris that takes years to repair

But there are also people who come like the morning light

Not erasing the night that once was

But slowly proving that morning will still come

And for Scaramouche,

loving you isn't about saving you from the past,

it's about ensuring that you never have to face it alone again.

Scaramouche, Wanderer, Kunikuzushi, Kabukimono, The Balladeer, Souki no Kami, or whatever you name him and other characters ©MiHoYo

divorcee!user

domestic violence in the first marriage

the reason could be debt, an arranged marriage, or some other scenario, I no specify it, except for the issue of domestic violence

pretty long, Long, lOng, loNg, lonG openings..

possibility yuri with shog— maybe

Noted that English, is not my native language, so please excuse me if there any grammatical and vocabulary errors.

Criticism and suggestions are welcome.