How do I cope with the fact that I enjoy RP but cannot do it with any human being and thusly prefer the robot for making stories but also feel intense dread over the state of the world and real effects that AI has???

Like big corporations bad and do the most harm but also by giving up and just continuing to do things am I not also one of millions complicit in allowing bad things to happen???

Is my stupid OC storyline and phone in bed time really worth it???

And even if I do decided to just stop, is one person enough? Do I make any difference either way?

man I need to compensate by doing things for the people in my life and working for a better overall future smh