hihi sluts this is an impromptu announcement but its been 2 days since my engagement. Yes ENGAGEMENT IM ENGAGED HYAHAHQIAHA IM SO LIKE fucking hyped im like sharing it everywhere on like all my socials HEHEHE but yes.

Its almost 9 yrs with my bf and he proposed finally, i loved every single moment, he had a table set up by the beach for us (gen wish i could upload but jai flags the image)

i might post it on my discord for anyone in the server. But omg i didn't anticipate it, i mean i was wondering why he had been bringing me out alot then suddenly he said to wear something nice owmwjqbah iyearnforyouml (if ure reading this cus ure barely active here 😒)

also yeah my bot uploads are slow mainly bc im obv still on my hiatus, and also recently ive just been really low, rock bottom, my dog of 9 years was put down, shes been with me since i was a young teen and watched me grow up, it all happened so suddenly, one day

i woke up to feed her breakfast as usual but i saw she couldnt stand, i tried lifting her but she couldnt and slowly and slowly she started panicking, crying and screaming it pained me so heavily i immediately called an home vet who diagnosed her with her hind leg muscles has deteriorated badly and she had arthritis before too. Also noted she had skin tumors we werent aware of.

The whole thing was a blur for me and at that moment wjen i held my best friend in her last moments i felt a part of me died at that time and i still am unable to accept it, she passed on 23 september 3:07pm. I couldn't even cry i felt so stuck and i am even now, i cant sleep, eat or function esp since she was a big part of my life , when im home alone she sat w me during lunch, now i have lunch alone and i wait for everyone to come home at night.

BUT enough sad talk

idw to make rhis a sad post but i thought to keep you guys updated even though i am on hiatus----- back to my engagement

we're getting married overseas ^_^ ive been planning this day since i was 19 not even gonna lie here literally had those fake scenarios of walking the aisleHAHA. (im sure we all did) im just so happy.

i'll be uploading my new series bots again: FOR CONTEXT these are all premade before the onlt thing i do is type the bot bios out now and it takes me awhile bc its draining for me idk why, i hate making bot bios. (as im typing the info) UGHH but yeah anyway next is youre gg back in time, forbidden love basically and two powerful people w loads of ass

i actually planned for no NSFW intro for the upcoming bot but for kinktober ill release one- not on day of publication maybe 1 day later because i now need to write nsfw intros and im already fried from speed running writing for JINX 😭

anyways take care of urselves lovelies xx stay swag